22 February 2011

blah blah blah

why is it that papers do better at crushing my self-esteem and determination than any other object on the planet?

when i have a paper to work on, i spend most of my time ignoring it and brooding about it and the rest of my time staring at the computer screen wishing the darn paragraphs would just organize themselves. and no matter which of these things i am doing, i am grumpy and stressed and down on myself.

the worst thing about this paper is, i brought it on myself. this is a totally extracurricular paper and i am KICKING MYSELF IN THE FACE for signing up for this conference and leaving it till the week of to write the paper.

see you in a week.

(luckily, spring break is just around the corner. that will (hopefully) restore my spirits.)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Sometimes I wish I could pull my work from the future like a paper or clinical worksheet and turn in this work.

xoxo