i miss this girl:

why did she have to decide to be so righteous and go on a mission? she ruined all my fun. the philippines are lucky to have her. at least i get to get letters from her. sometimes. i don't think the mail is very reliable where she is.

the wedding dress

i found the dress i like, and it doesn't even exist. at least, i can't buy it, because it's on this too-cool, vintage website that's already sold it. if only i'd known about it a week or so earlier!

i'm really hoping we can have someone make it for me! that would be magical. i really really want a short dress... and i'm convinced that they don't exist in utah at utah bridal stores.

the anti-blog

i've decided that i will keep this blog, and probably be about as faithful in updating it as i am with my journal. if you were wondering, i'm not very good about writing in my journal. that's why it's already been a week+ since i wrote on here. but HEY nobody even knows this blog exists yet, so nobody cares! no big deal!

i've resisted the blogging impulse for a really long time. so i've decided to call it THE ANTI-BLOG. it's a blog, but not. because i want it to be. i don't know why i've always been so against blogging, because i've always loved checking my roommates' and friends' blogs, but i always hated the idea of putting my thoughts out on the internet. besides, who would want to read my thoughts?

the interesting thing going on in my life right now: wedding planning. i kind of dislike it. but then it also isn't as bad as i thought it would be. my motto about this whole potential fiasco: everything will work itself out. i will not get caught up in stupid details like matching my centerpieces to my bridesmaids dresses. i don't want people being stressed about this. the end.

blogging? really?

am i really going to start a blog? i can't decide if i want to. but this might be the most effective way to share things with my friends and family who are all spread far out across the country nowadays... it really is a great way to keep people updated. and i know i like looking at other people's blogs, as long as they're not too cheesy and gross. we'll see how i feel about this in a few days.